I cant believe you are doing this to her, if you actually care about her a lot you wouldn’t be making her feel like a complete piece of shit..
she cares about you so much, she hates how she is making you feel right now..but what was she supposed to do lie? No, she told you how she felt. She see’s what you post on your blog and it makes her feel worthless, so if you did love her you would let her go..